Palliative care, under optimal circumstances.

I work as a palliative care NP on an inpatient consult team at an academic medical center in Massachusetts. In the best of times, palliative care teams are exemplars of interdisciplinary functioning. According to nationally accepted consensus reports, since palliative care is holistic in nature, it must be administered by a team that can address the multidimensional elements of suffering for both patients and families in the setting of serious or life-limiting illness.

In my experiences on two interdisciplinary palliative care teams, we were damn strong together. We met each morning to divvy up the workload; around the crowded table were NPs, physicians, chaplains, social workers, sometimes a pharmacist or a librarian, and a bevy of rotating students of all disciplines. On the table was often food: from someone’s garden, our own kitchens, or the grocery store bakery.

A ‘thread of lightheartedness’ amidst the heaviness.

The work was seemingly endless (as many people as there were around the table, there were scores more patient consults), and the situations were heavy and complex. We took our work seriously because the situations we waded into day after day were often worst-case scenarios for our patients and their families.

But there was also a thread of lightheartedness that ran through the days and weeks. We prioritized team and clinician wellness, and often laughter was the centerpiece of the table. We strategized together, cried and fretted about our patients, roared or seared in frustration, and yes, we watched funny cat videos to keep the […]