Permission to Grieve: A Poet Addresses the Unmapped Territory of Pregnancy Loss

You were so new, still more dream than person.

A poetry submission hits a personal chord.

photo by Susanne Nilsson/flickr

As the column coordinator for AJN’s Art of Nursing, which publishes poetry, flash fiction, and visual art related to health and health care, many poems cross my desk. I always appreciate the creativity and emotion in these poems, even when they aren’t quite a fit for our journal. And then there are the ones that not only fit, but that strike a personal chord and stay with me.

“Carrying,” by Katie Manning, PhD, MA, is one such poem. (Click on the PDF for the best version.) It immediately touched me because of the powerful way it described a sensitive topic: pregnancy loss. As a mother who lost a pregnancy in my second trimester, I found myself nodding with tears in my eyes at her elegant descriptions of grief and loss.

The poem received universal praise from our peer reviewers, and when I wrote to Manning to tell her we’d accepted it, I added a personal note about my own experience (something I had never done as an editor). We exchanged words of comfort and spoke about how the topic is not nearly discussed enough.

An often […]

2020-03-16T12:16:01-04:00March 16th, 2020|patient experience, women's health|2 Comments
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Making Sense of Interim CDC Guidance on N95 vs. Surgical Masks for COVID-19

Surprising new CDC guidance.

By Betsy Todd, MPH, RN, nurse epidemiologist and AJN clinical editor. Published: March 13, 2020. New posts will appear on this blog about aspects of the pandemic as the situation and our knowledge about the virus continue to evolve.

For nurses, the biggest news this week wasn’t the declaration of the COVID-19 epidemic as an official pandemic. It was the CDC’s release on March 10 of new interim infection prevention and control recommendations for COVID-19.

Many of us were taken aback to read the new document, which recommends the use of regular surgical face masks instead of N95s and the routine placement of patients suspected or confirmed of having COVID-19 infection in private rooms with the door closed instead of housing them in a negative pressure isolation room (which are always in short supply).

Unfortunately, without first acknowledging the concerns such a change from longstanding infection control practice might occasion among nurses and others, the CDC presented it as necessary due to an N95 shortage, stating, “When the supply chain is restored, facilities . . . should return to use of respirators for patients with known or suspected COVID-19.”

While it’s clear the CDC could have crafted this message more carefully, are caregivers being thrown under the […]

2020-03-16T10:25:22-04:00March 13th, 2020|infection control, Public health|2 Comments
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Is Your Facility’s Computer System a Patient Safety Risk?

Discussed in this post: “How Often Do EHRs Result in Patient Harm?” (AJN, News, March).

When we first had computers in the hospital—that is, while we still charted on paper but had quick online access to lab, radiology, and pathology results and could easily look up a patient’s prior admission history—it was wonderful. No more little lab slips floating all over the nurses’ station. No more unit-to-unit searches trying to figure out who last had custody of the patient’s X-ray films. (How could objects so large be so easily lost?)

A rocky transition to EHRs.

electronic health recordsThe transition to almost fully digital charting, on the other hand, has been pretty much a nightmare from the beginning. Nursing was rarely included in initial needs assessments. Many rollouts were chaotic, without additional staffing for the inevitable glitches that are bound to occur. Training of frontline clinical staff has been routinely minimal; we seem to be expected to pick up the many fine points of new software by some kind of digital osmosis.

That elusive clinician friendly EHR.

It’s very clear at this point that electronic health records (EHRs) were designed primarily for data collection and billing purposes. I have yet to see a system that could in any way be called clinician […]

2020-03-12T08:02:22-04:00March 12th, 2020|digital health, Nursing, Technology|2 Comments
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If I Want to Wear a Face Mask to Prevent COVID-19, Why Shouldn’t I?

By Betsy Todd, MPH, RN, nurse epidemiologist and AJN clinical editor. Published. March 6; updated March 12.

Times are uncertain. We don’t know how the spread of the new coronavirus will play out, or what parts of the country will be affected next. Many people continue to insist that wearing a mask in public places is “added insurance” against infection. But the reasons for NOT wearing a face mask far outweigh the purported benefit of keeping your nose and mouth covered when you’re out and about.

First, some background.

Health care workers use two main kinds of mouth and nose protection: either a regular surgical face mask, or an N95 respirator.

The purpose of a surgical mask is to prevent the wearer’s respiratory secretions from contaminating other people or surfaces. This is an example of “source control” in preventing infections. It is the reason the surgical team wears masks during operations and other invasive procedures.

N95 respirators look very much like face masks. They are designed to protect the wearer from inhaling hazardous particles (infectious agents, dust, etc.). Health care workers wear these when caring for people with COVID-19 or other serious respiratory infections.

But at least a face mask provides a physical barrier. Why shouldn’t I wear one?

Some […]

2020-03-11T12:10:37-04:00March 6th, 2020|infection control, Nursing, Public health|0 Comments
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Defining Death

My first encounter with brain death was back in the early 1970s. I was a new RN in a shock-trauma unit. We admitted a 17-year-old young woman who had attempted suicide by jumping out of a fifth-floor window. If it wasn’t awful enough, I remember it was Thanksgiving weekend and she had been home from college.

Angiograms of normal blood flow in an active brain (at left) and lack of blood flow indicating
brain death. Photos © Fusionspark Media Inc.

As one might imagine, she sustained massive injuries, including severe head trauma. She had been intubated at the scene and was on a mechanical ventilator. Her pupils were fixed and dilated, and she had no spontaneous respirations and virtually no brain activity, according to electroencephalography (EEG) studies.

A gradual refinement of criteria.

I recall that there had to be three consecutive EEGs done before we could remove the ventilator. There was no ethics committee or formal meetings with hospital attorneys or administrators—just the physician, the family, and the pastor. And then the patient’s siblings and grandparents came to say goodbye. It was heart-wrenching.

Things have gotten more defined and complex […]

2020-03-05T08:21:37-05:00March 5th, 2020|Nursing|0 Comments
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