Quality of Life? Whatever the Patient Believes It Is
Illustration by Eric Collins / ecol-art.com
“What kind of life is that? That’s not how I would want to live.”
In AJN‘s September Reflections essay, “His Wonderful Life,” nurse Elizabeth Buckley interrogates her own judgmental response to a patient with a bluff, abrasive personality (he calls her ‘Nurse Ratchet during their first encounter) who requires nearly nonstop care to stay alive.
The patient has little hope of a meaningful recovery even if he survives the current hospitalization. The reader is surprised when, after a first grueling night of touch-and-go care, the author decides to take him on as her primary patient because she thinks it might be “a good learning opportunity.” (“I texted my friend who worked the day shift to sign me up; she replied that I was crazy.”)
A good life is in the eye of the beholder.
‘Philip,’ obese and with progressive dyspnea and multiple comorbidities, is sure he’ll soon be able to return to his bedbound existence at home watching old movies and chatting on Facebook; the physicians and other nurses are less hopeful. Gradually, over the course of five nights, the author’s respect and affection for the patient grows. He loves his life, however narrow it may seem to an outside observer.